19 April 2012
Today's work is done. We got the money, and soon we have our "medicin". As soon as we woke up we have called around and trying to get what we need. Every morning, every day is the same. We are slowly killing our selfs and we are well aware of it. We don't want to do this, live like this but the addiction is to strong. The addict personality is stronger then the "real" yourself. Im like a split personality, the addict person in me say, do and act in a fake way to get what I want from people. It's hard to explain. I'm broken. But I have hope that someday I will get treatment and live the I want.
The War Is Over, For Today • Opuss № I