Love Lost

" don't go," I cried.
" I must," he said, "your insane demands are stifling me, I can't handle you any longer."
" I'll try to change, I'll try do better."
He shook his head, " after three years it's too late."
" but what will I do?"
He shrugged his shoulders and turned away.
" you said you didn't love her anymore, you were staying because of the children."
" yes but that doesn't mean I have to spend all my time with you . I need some space too."
" I have put my life on hold, lost all my friends because of you, where does that leave me now?"
" wherever you want to be."
He walked away and i walked on through the park the tears mingling with the rain as it soaked my hair and ran down my face...
Just another woman, another silly woman who thought he would leave his wife and be with me.
I won't make a scene, I won't make demands, he'll come back like he has done so many times before. Then what will I do? Should I tell him about the baby? Or just tell him I can't handle his insane demands anymore the way he did me. That I couldn't go out, couldn't see friends, mustn't be seen with him. No,I know where he lives and revenge is sweet. You haven't seen the last of me Danny boy. I cant wait to see the look on her face when I turn up on your doorstep. I hope you have an alibi, because when she is dead you will have no one, but you will think twice before you cheat again. Believe me, I know, and so do two others who have played your game. I might decide to go away altogether, I don't think I could handle the White Walls and screaming again.