9 February 2013
I guess along the way I lost interest in things that I loved. all I can think about is this emptiness. it's kind of stupid to say that one boy caused all this damage inside of me but it's the truth. I know I have to let him go and realize that I am better off without him but no one tells you how to do that. no one tells you how to find the beauty in the simplest of things. I can't deal with the pain of knowing he'll find someone so much better than me while I know I can never find anyone better than him. it's so pathetic to think that a boy means this much to me.
pathetic. • Opuss № I