7 May 2012

This is a tragically real event (I wish it wasn't)

It was a huge gale blowing and after school we had to go out through the emergency back doors (hell knows why) meaning we had to walk through the field full of trees dotted about everywhere I was with my boyfriend joseph at the time and All of a sudden the big oak tree just collapsed right infront of me but unfortunately Joseph was also infront of me and the big tree squished him I was terrified and kept pinching my arm saying "it's all a dream it's all a dream it's all a dream" but nothing worked it was real and I was just going to have to live with it:( all of a sudden an ambulance rushed to his aid it took AGES to get the tree off of him and get him to hospital.once I was home I asked my mum if was ok if I went up to visit him she said it was ok thank god!!! When there I bought flowers from the gift shop and headed up to his room in there was 3 nurses and his parents I asked a nurse weather or not he was ok but the nurse just smiled sadly and said "I'm afraid not madam his heart has well stopped working so he is pretty much gone sorry for your loss" my heart sank why my boyfriend why couldn't it of been someone else? :(

I love and miss you joseph<3 even though you may be dead your alive and with me everyday in my heart COME BACK!!!

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