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Left wondering why Why don't they see me inside. They think I'm a hollow shell, that they can use and toss aside. But I'm here and I see what you're doing. How do I set myself free. How do I let them know. There's a "me" inside what they…
Used and tossed aside. Filled with too many lies. Left to wait and wonder Did they even know me on the inside?
These tears wash over my cheeks, they bathe my face in the sorrow of my life. They wash away the hurt and the pain, leaving clean skin for a new happier day. But first the tears will come. They'll flow and they'll flood.
What do you do when you've been used like a shoe. When you've been thrown out like yesterday's mu shu. To have been used so energetically and then tossed aside. I thought I could deal with this but now I know that's a lie. To move on an…
The quiet and darkness it encloses me like a glove. The cold and empty feeling is here all the time. How do I leave this and find the light. To be bathed in the warmth and comforting sights.
Let the rain fall It can wash away yesterday and make room for tomorrow
My strong angel, the man who gets me through. He fights off all my fears and wipes away the tears. He can't always be with me but shows up when hes needed. Walks through the darkness in my life and guides me back to the bright light. …
Lost all alone in a land of haters. The pain and the hate permeate my skin. All things past degrade me still. What I would give to to wash away this filth. This devil in front of me pulled my hand. The angel behind me only frowned. He sh…
By my side, holding my hand. Guiding my steps into foreign land. Into the darkness the cold and draft. Into the land of sinners and haters. He releases my hand I'm all alone. Surrounded by strangers I'm lost on this road. The women th…
The end of the day, the calm of the night. The stress is dissolving but my muscles are tight. I turn on the kettle and I run a warm bath. I pour in the bubbles I'm not doing this by half. I'm ready to sink in to release all my trouble…
Look into the sunlight Feel warmth and see the glow. The sun shines it light everywhere, it spreads with light its joy.
This strong angel by my side, he is my shadow in good times and my support at the worst. He picks me up when I am down, he gives me faith when things get tough. He pulls me through when I get stuck. Without my angel I'd be lost. He's m…
Hope is like a breeze it's soars around my head. It floats and teases my heart and soul It tempts me into bed. It offers happiness and love. It says I'll be rich and powerful. But there a catch I can't ignore it might leave me endlessly …
The more I yearn for happiness the further away it goes. I pull as hard as I can but it somehow strays away. It's like dream I have. I run as fast as possible. But no matter how fast I go it's always just ahead.
Endless possibilities if you catch a shooting star. Anything is possible once you learn to reach that far. Once you grab that bit of magic everything will change. All your dreams will be real and your life will completely change. You'l…
The hard work the struggle. The endless confusion and the whole sordid muddle. Life is hard and complicated, getting through life makes me frustrated. But without this thing called hard work and time. You'll seal yourself a hopeless fat…
The warmth and the comfort. Sadness transcended to joy. All the love and the laughter. The problems you help destroy. If not for the loves in our lives, we would all fall deeper and deeper to problems.
What to do when the one person you want, you can never have? The person you feel safest is dangerous?
The dark shapes dance across the pavement as they shift and bend around the warm glow of the street lamps. The comforting glow descending from a cold metallic lamp gently tests on the pavement giving star shaped leaves a landscape to creat…
Happiness was always a lie Just like the happy ending in Disney movies Propaganda starts at a young age
A lifelong wish, a feeling of comfort and safety. To know someone will be there beside you holding your hand. Picking you up when you fall down. Someone bringing you soup when your ill. Dappy sings "a wise girl once write tears dry on th…
At the bottom alone, cold and wet The last breathe quickly escapes my body, I couldn't hold it. The breathe leaves and with it all my lifelong ties are cut away. Cold water wrapped and cacooned around this empty flesh shell I use to call …
At the bottom alone, cold and wet The last breathe quickly escapes my body, I couldn't hold it. The breathe leaves and with it all my lifelong ties are cut away. Cold water wrapped and cacooned around this empty flesh shell I use to call …
Friendship is a tricky thing. Will you stand by me through thick and thin. Will you stand by me when the worlds against me. If you are you'll always have me x
I have a crazy kitty She roams around my bed She thinks she's guarding something but it's all inside her head! She marches up and down like a century on parade. She's always marching bravely until its time for bed. Soon she'll start to…
Looking up into the sky Looking up and wondering why. The endless possibilities The endless dreams just for me. I look up into the sky I think to myself I'm willing to try
The hollowness of laughter the reality of pain. Lifelong problems resemble stains. You try to remove them you soak and you scrub. But even after all the work there's a mark that you can never erase
What to do? What choice to make. An important friendships on the line it's make or break. I don't want to loose them but I know it's not right. The whole thing breaks my heart and blinds my sight. I think I might like them but I can't i…
I sit on the bench beside the freshly laid soil. The cool sun gently makes its presence known as it warms my cheek. It's too painful to go any closer and admit what has happened. But There's no more room for denile as I see everyone aroun…
I'm standing strong Planning to live long Nose to the grindstone I gotta go on I gotta keep going No time to sleep Grabbing all I can I got achievements to meet I got ambitious and dreams They're so far away The only way to get closer…
Standing strong You can't knock me down Cos I know where I belong. Reaching for the top I'm gonna make it up there whether you want me to or not. I won't be stopped. Climbing to the top, if I fall down I'm gonna get back up until I re…
Standing strong You can't knock me down Cos I know where I belong. Reaching for the top I'm gonna make it up there whether you want me to or not. I won't be stopped. Climbing to the top, if I fall down I'm gonna get back up until I re…
I'm stronger, I'm tougher but life seems rougher. Things are really bad I spend the day staring at my shoes. But lifting my chin to look at the sky makes me stronger than I knew. My life began inside the cave I was constantly confused.…
Sugar and caffeine are such a treat It fills up my senses and won't let me sleep. My eyeballs are buzzing my legs want to hop. I'm running like crazy someone help me to stop! I've been running and running...now I've crashed and I've sto…
Pain and the failures The high and the lows The hardship and happiness My ebony woes You slapped my face to stop all my laughter I turned around and just laughed out faster I tried to dream and gain success You squashed my dreams I beca…
So it seems it must be fathers day today. I don't keep track because I don't know my father. But in keeping with the theme of today, thanking fathers, I want to thank mine. You may have never loved me or wanted me, but you still made me…
Inspired by @smellyfingers and his recent unveil. I thought I'd share why I hide myself here and to friends... What do you do if your ashamed about you. All around you, you cause pain and yes it's true. It's all because of you. Whether …
This maybe a little explicit. Just wanted to vent about feelings I had in the past. I sometimes worry it'll all come back when times get hard. I'm sitting here alone and quiet. Thinking about my life so private. To all of you I pushed a…
This maybe a little explicit. Just wanted to vent about feelings I had in the past. I sometimes worry it'll all come back when times get hard. I'm sitting here alone and quiet. Thinking about my life so private. To all of you I pushed a…
The excitement the adrenaline, all running through my veins. These are the moments I've been waiting for all my days. To feel something. Anything. Especially this warmth within my being. All throughout me, feelin happy. This warm feelin…
My lonely heart cries out but no one seems to hear. I fear my life's pain and sorrow has become to much to bare. Why should I pick up these pieces of my life that have never fitted together. Is this really my life? Family is lost. Fr…
You use to be my world, everywhere I looked I saw you. Now that you've left what will I do? How do I get up and remember to breathe. How do I open my eyes and continue to see. Before I had you, to guide me through life. To hold my hand…
This small little pill in the palm of my hand. Is this salvation or delusion? Will you save me from drowning? Bring my head up above water so that I can breathe the refreshing clear or air? Or will you hold my head down deeper under water…
The freedom of the streets. Fresh air enveloping me as the atmosphere soothes my soul. My mind calms and emptys as the stress and worries disappear into the night.
The empty streets The warm glow of street lights. The calm that falls over when the sun goes down and the night blankets everyone with the peace of the night.
Sometimes winning just means surviving
They say you only fail when you stop trying. That's because the real strength and victory is that you keep trying.
If you couldn't bother with me at my worst times, you turned and fled. Then do you deserve me during my better times?
When the rivers of creativity are trapped in a damn of high walls. Locking in the ideas and creativity away from the dry pages eagerly awaiting the rivers of imagery and stories. How to tear down the barrier to my creativity?
The emptiness clutching me all around. The cold invading my skin and icy to the touch. This is isolation. This is life.
The quiet dark night. The echo of the slow ticking tock, waiting for the dawn. Night is when you can't escape yourself. You can't escape the mistakes, the lies and the hurtful things you said. You can't escape pain and problems, the wis…
If you don't help a stranger in need, who will? Who will hold the hand of a lost child? Who will clean the wounds of a bloody stranger? Who will help the neighbour screaming out in pain? If its not your responsibility then whose?
Invincibility lies in the defence
I see so many people who apparently need to use crutches or walking sticks. So naturally they have one but don't know how to use them. They still put all their pressure in their legs instead of their crutch do eventually they fall down. Sur…
I see so many people who apparently need to use crutches or walking sticks. So naturally they have one but don't know how to use them. They still put all their pressure in their legs instead of their crutch do eventually they fall down. Sur…
If you ever get knocked down, make sure you hit the ground running.
When your tired of waiting for your perfect partner or maybe even considering settling, just remember. Hold on, they're getting to you as fast as they can x☺
You gotta work hard to earn more. Guess I'll just sleep when I'm dead
What do you do when someone keeps trying to give you advice but it's all useless?
Communication can be really difficult. Whether is between different languages, ideas or personalities. But I'm hoping in the end it will be difficult (fingers crossed)
What's the point of leaving work when you'll only have to go back. It's a never ending vicious cycle :(
Why do you only realise what you've said sounds silly and gay AFTER you've pressed send? Texts should have a recall feature like emails.
How do you forgive? What do you do when you should forgive buy cant?
Lying all alone at night, looking up into the sky. Wonder what tomorrow will bring if I wish upon that shooting star.
Love only gives you the greatest feeling of happiness, so that eventually it can give you the greatest feeling of pain. Love is a tragedy
You think how tough life is when your little. You think it's unfair your told what to do and can't buy what you want. The one thing we thought was preventing us from being happy. Was the one thing that kept us happy.
Now the dust has settled, the anger and pain are done. This is the time that can will tell, who we have become. Do we know are sins and crimes, we surely can't turn back time. We must make amends and pray very hard, that we have not bro…
Exposé my heart and expose my soul. Leave me open, naked and cold. Do I dare let it free? The secret person inside of me. Do I show the world what I've become? This cold and broken lonely one.
Being snuggly cocooned in a warm soft duvet. Need I say more?
Is there such a thing as true joy? When good things happen in your life, something happens to take it away from you. Should we see things as good luck or a warning to beware?
Can anyone be so smart without also being at least a little bonkers? Maybe it's that touch of madness that allows them to be inciteful?
It takes several muscles to frown, It takes only two muscles two smile. Then again those two muscles can be used to punch someone!
It takes several muscles to frown, It takes only two muscles two smile. Then again those two muscles can be used to punch someone!
It takes several muscles to frown, It takes only two muscles two smile. Then again those two muscles can be used to punch someone!
Ode to be wanted
Could you imagine if the evolution of relationships developed in reverse. What if the in old days it was normal and expected for same gender relationships and only straight relationships to procreate. The current society would then be lea…
Clearly some of you have guessed I don't like family. So I've recently moved out. Yay to freedom but somehow I think I feel lonelier? I'm in a new area where I don't know anyone. Any ideas?
So I'm walking home and I see an old lady pulling out of her drive way with an apple on her hand. Really?!
All alone, wrapped in my solitary cone.
All alone, wrapped in my solitary cone.
I lie awake, alone at night. Looking at the pale moonlight. I cast my mind back to that day, everything went wrong for me. The rain was pouring, my mum was yelling. My sister cried because she was stuck with spelling. The evil genie of …
I walk along these quiet halls, these empty rooms and creaky floors. Everywhere I look I see, all these haunting memories. I turn a corner and down the stairs, deeper deeper in nightmares.
So from what I've seen or heard people usual question or have no faith in God because either there's no proof of His existence or refuse to believe his existence because bad things still happen. But my question to that is then, of we were…
If life was simple we wouldn't enjoy it as much
Some words are too hard to say, regardless how necessary
Is it me or would this type of blogger work really well? I wish there was a website for this. Sometimes the iPhone screen is just not enough to express yourself.
It's an amazing feeling when people around you suddenly come together to support you without being asked. Really it feels like the ending of its a wonderful life. Thank you to everyone out there helping those around them x
It's an amazing feeling when people around you suddenly come together to support you without being asked. Really it feels like the ending of its a wonderful life. Thank you to everyone out there helping those around them x
When are excuses no longer enough? You see the world for what it is. Not just black and white, but all the greys in between. You know the world is full of obnoxious people. But you also know that sometimes they're worth forgiving because o…
The light shines brighter than it ever has. Pouring in through the exit of this isolated, cold and lonely cave. Finally, drawer closer than I ever dreamed possible, to the mouth of this hellish cave. The warm breeze from outside envelopes…
Pride really does come before a fall. It's the cautious one who see the fall in time to avoid it
After a week of cold and damp weather, the sun is finally beaming through my window. The golden light bathing my room in warmth and joy. Almost as if to welcome better days
Need to play some summertime tunes. Any suggestions
Why won't people try to fix their problems. Offer to do all the work, offer them a hand and they spit on it. Why?!
The feint breeze of freedom quickly slipping through my fingers. I feel it's faint presence, unable to grasp or visual this far away dream.
It's hard to find somewhere to hang my hat and call home
It seems like yesterday, was just a dream. But those days are gone, just memories...
It seems like yesterday, it was just a dream. But those days are gone, they're just memories...
It seems like yesterday, it was just a dream. But those days are gone, they're just memories...
I slowly make my way closer and closer to the opening of this hellish cave. This dark, angry and bitter atmosphere that continues to engulf me. All aspects of itself constantly permeating my soul. Eating me from the inside. But now. I …
It maybe miserable outside but ive arranged to see some properties tomorrow. Excited! Feeling hopeful
Why is the morning always so miserable :(
Getting a kitty Kat soon. Can't wait!
I've been giving this a lot of thought and have come to the conclusion... Chocolate eggs are magical!!! Granted its just chocolate in a different shape, but it really does taste better. And to validate this conclusion I'm not the only one …
The morning sun is so deceiving. It golden light pouring out everywhere with promises of warmth and joy. I left my house and found it was cold outside. Typical
If life is like a box of chocolates, then I hope my box is Quality Street. Whatever chocolate I pick out I know I'll love it.
What do you do with someone whose always mocking the people you work with. Don't be-little them because you can't achieve!
Life is all around us Life is pain
Truly, what does become of the broken hearted?
What do U do? If someone U care about so much you'd give you're life for them, is marrying someone else?
Friends choose you because they see your value Employers choose you because they see your potential Family are stuck with you so try to make the most of it
They're not interested in helping you They're interested in using you
It's just propaganda.
Families aren't there to help you. They're there to hurt you until they break you. True story
Fantasy: The more you nag, the more likely someone is to do something. Fact: The more you nag the less likely you are to do it. True story
We can all cry, sulk and blame others, but all that doesn't matter. It takes a strong person to suck it up and make the best of it.
People need to stop acting the victim and take responsibility. How can they progress or be respected otherwise?
Tough day. I worry I'm letting people down
Just had a game of chicken with neighbourhood cat. I think I won? But I also think it got bored if walking at me so turned down another road lol
My gran snores like a big angry hippo!
I love it when you meet a random person and they immediately make you feel at ease so you can talk to them like you've been friends for years :)
OMG just got locked out of opuss account!!! Most terrifying 30 mins of life!
So I wake up this morning seeing so many encouraging messages to so many people. It's nice to have a reminder that there's good still out there :)
You always shine brightest in the darkest places. Just a flicker of light can show others they're not alone. If all the light comes together we can push out the darkness Keep hope alive xxx
Life is like a deep, dark slippery bucket of pain. It's hard trying to get out. So hard sometimes you just want to give up. But when you finally make it out, you realise how worthwhile it was and the things you've learned. Keep trying. …
The injustice of life is a painful lesson. It's a shame we have to learn it over and over again
She protected me when I was scared. She defended me, she showed she cared. For all these reasons id never leave her Even though I can no longer please her We use to be close but now were broken The things we hide I wish we could open. …
Anything you want to do, As long as you have strength and motivation, you'll achieve anything you mean to. But more important than that is I love you xxx
It's always good when you're so close to someone that you can talk about problems between you, cry it out and feel closer and stronger afterwards xxx
So if you wake up in the afternoon, do you start with breakie or go straight to lunch?
Sometimes are smallest achievements are bigger than we realise.
Urgh why do people always have to make themselves the victim!!!! Make a comment that wasn't even said to them and they get defensive.
Friends can't carry you continuously through life. But they can carry you when things get to tough until your stronger x
Sometimes I feel like I just want to jump in a deep dark black hole and hide from the realities of life
Why can't people appreciate, it's difficult to open yourself up after being closed off for so long
Is there a better way to start your morning, than with a cup of steamy hot coffee :) It's the little things that get me through the day
The moment I wake up Before I put on my makeup I say a little prayer for you
For some reason I've learnt to think, if I'm physically strong I'll be emotionally strong.
When the morning finally dawns, the golden light bathing everything in sight. All you can hope for is the rest of the day to be as beautiful.
The worst part of going to sleep... When you wake up in the morning in a cold bed having to get ready for work again.
I try to live by the rule: Don't cry over spilt milk But what if you like the milk and there's a shortage? It's not easy to move on
When a smell appears that reminds you of someone you use to care about, stays with you until you fall asleep x
How do you act normal, when the person you work with knows you and everyone else at work hates your guts.
After a long icky day. Come home, have a refreshing bath and jump into a warm snug bed. Awesome
"He that will not reflect is a ruined man." -Asian Proverb.
Dreams can come true. Look at me I met you.
If people have the decency, vision, (whatever you want to call it) to put tvs in waiting rooms why can't they do the same on the tube?! We pay enough to use public transport don't we?!
When your screaming out in pain and frustration on the inside, sometimes all you can do is smile and laugh on the outside.
As cold as it sounds why do people always throw themselves under trains during rush hour? Granted it is truly heartbreaking that someone suffered so much, but it seems to happen same time of day each time. Did anyone think it was the stre…
Finally the work days over and I can go back to posting messages!!!
Why is it always raining in my life :(
We all have problems that make us act out sometimes. But there's a point when you stop being a person in pain and become just a douche bag. We all have issues, but we don't take it out on others x
Some people judge how wealthy they are by the amount of money they earn. Others judge it by the type of people they have in their life.
You find out who a person is in in times of trouble. Anyone can fake friendship when they're no problems. but it takes a moral person with integrity to stand by and defend you if if they suffer because of it too.
Certainties in life: Death & Taxes True Story
You only know who your true friends are in times of trouble. If they stick by you through thick and thin, then treasure and be grateful for that relationship. If they burn or abandon you...enough said.
If you could easily get anything you wanted in life...what would be the point of living?
You can trust your enemies to cause you problems. So called friends...?
Enemies usually have more honor. A generic friend will lie to your face and feel they're close enough to flake on your plans. Enemies have the morals to be honest to your face. I prefer to know where I stand.
So a person I know joined a club same time as the other members. But she started on a bad foot. Always butting into others activities trying to be the smart one. Always trying to lead the group and annoyingly hypocritical. After someone els…
First impressions really do count. If the first impression you give people is that your a catty, hypocritical back stabber, people will always see you that way. No matter how hard you try to change. True story.
So you're new to a group, in a position of authority and immediately and continually doubt everyone. Even about the little unimportant things. Classed: douche
Trust can't be given, it has to be earned. But in order for others to earn your trust, you have to give them some first.
Those who suffer the most, experience the greatest joy. Hopefully! :S lol
If your not giving me some kind of food, don't expect to be able to give me bad news.
Everyone around you is suffering in some way. Please acknowledge everyone has problems.
You have scummy treacherous people rolling in money. Good, honest working people struggling to get by financial. And when you take a chance and help a stranger they end up robbing you. Why would anyone believe in karma! Let alone invent…
Laughter is the best medicine! Honestly youre feeling down or unwell. Get under the blanket and watch your favourite comedy. Guaranteed to make you feel better
Chocolate buttons are the best in the world!!!
It's awesome when you finally have a day off. Trouble is, if it's during the week your bored. Everyone else is still working :(
What to have for breakie. Any suggestions????
Typical now the bank holiday is over the sun is shining her heart out! ☀
Anyone need a London roommate?
My mate just had a new baby and I don't get the fascination?! It just lies there! Why do I have to go and see a lump of person that wont realise I'm there?!
My friend says I'm addicted to video games. I'm not!! I just can't stop playing!
The mind is like a seed. You have to feed it plenty of experience to grow
Just ate my way through a tube of smarties and still dnt have any answers to my problems.
I use to pride myself on being to take care of my own problems. But once I let my friends in by supporting and helping. I achieved more than I imagined. Bless all those who help hold us up xxx
You only fail when you stop trying.
You gotta wonder why bother doing everything that sucks cos you'll just have to do it again? I wash my clothes two days later they need to be washed again. I get paid for working then I have to work some more after shoppping. Vicious …
Sometimes you have to take the crap life gives you. But sometimes you should just go back to bed!
Omg been on this since 2pm today already I rank 233!!! Thank you. I'm feeling good about blogging on here. Hopefully you all get something from my messages because I'm getting something from sharing xxx
It easy to make yourself the victim of your life story. But it's more worthwhile to be the hero.
Why does it error posting my messages when they're one word. But when I haven't finished and accidentally press post it does!!
Nothing feels better in your hand than yup you guessed it: Black American Express card. Luv
Bcos they're aren't enough hours in the day. Who has time to spell check or think twice?! Baaaa!!!
No one will get through life undamaged. But with a little luck and true friends, we can lessen the trauma. Thank you to all my friends who help me keep going xx
Only you can save yourself. But friends can help carry you when you fall x
How do you get over being bullied by a parent. Defend and help others who go through the same thing x
When someone is Yelling and screaming in your face about how useless you are, don't cry...smile They're trying to break your spirit but do that and you'll break theirs every time x
When life gives you lemons...squeeze them in someone's eyes!!!
What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. But what they don't tell you is: first you have to wait for the bruises to heal
You know you've learn't something when you don't repeat mistakes
True love Never has a happy ending. You think it does but really, it just hasn't ended yet.
"The quiet scares me cos it screams the truth..." - Pink So true