I am trapped within this broken mind
I am trapped with no way out
My heart that overflows with love
Is chained and leaden,-there's no doubt
My eyes which have seen so much
Can only well with tears
And the ears that heard the silent screams
Are now closed tight in fear
I am trapped within a broken spirit
To trust again, I never will
It is time for me to kill or to be killed
Maybe then someday they will look behind the reason of my madness
And write of me in fancy words about a lonely curse called sadness?
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I am a father of two wonderful girls and a christian, long time sufferer of depression my writing has become my therapy. Some of my writing is faith based, some of it portrays the darkness of depression. I make no apologies for that but pray by using my honesty it might help others experiencing similar turmoil in their lives. May God forever bless you and keep you! Kik me @ merlin1038
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