I didn't see this girl on that morning and I'm home again now.
Sat here thinking that maybe me failing to talk to this girl isn't as bad as I thought. I have hardly ever had friends, especially friends that are girls. So that when I talk to girls, I get attached far too easily and find it hard to let go.
She won't live near me, and I know through personal ordeals that keeping friendships going over long distances is hard. Therefore, if we made a connection then I would have found that hard too.
I think I'd rather rue a missed opportunity than toil over a friendship that has the strains of distance. I know the thoughts of 'what would have happened if I spoke to her' will prey on the back of my mind, but I can forget that like I have in the past.
I'm sure that there will be other pretty girls that seem to take an interest in me, when that happens. I will take the chance. I will not put myself through this again.
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