30 December 2012

chapped lips

knees locked

awkward stance

timer slowly ticking down

10

9

8

her eyes never so big

she's sweating

nervous

time slows down

surroundings pushed back

she's pulled in

it's her first

on the first second

of the first year

of the rest of our lives

that's a long time

a long thought out plan

planning

future

commitment

promises

I'll hurt you

I know it

you trust I won't

I will

7

6

I'm bad news

I'm not gonna stick around

I'll only hurt you

I'm bad news

5

4

but the smile

the smile that crosses her face

a patient

innocent

pure one

melts all my doubt

you don't care about forever

just happy to have me

I'm happy to have you

no more mind games

no more fear

no more planning

3

all my thoughts disappear

and I know I'm yours

who knows where ill be next year

who cares

for now I'm in your arms

and you're in mine

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