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8 am
school
current streaming down the halls
through class periods
ill let the current carry me today
I'm too tired to have it any other way
this morning just isn't the same
I'm a joke
I left the concert
after the band
x's still on my hands
morning glory
headphones in
fake a story
trying to get by
tired of trying
all I can see
judgmental eyes spying
the bar stools were tall
taller than me
the ceiling looked like a sea
white powder on the floor
dancing pit
white powder
power
drugs
hugs
alcohol
soothing
boozing
closing time
still closed
at school
it's open
I'm closed
don't come in
I'm closed
not today
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