10 July 2012
I get freaked out when people I hang out with want to sit around all day. I have to be outside. I have to be busy. if I'm not I'm left bored watching tv and thinking too much. thinking leads to stress. stress is the one thing I need to avoid right now. I'm calm after that bad relationship and I'm happy alone. not even alone, I'm happy right here. I'm solid. and in 6 days I'll be at camp. my camp. Camp Winnamocka. my favorite place in the world. I don't have a phone there and I can just escape. I can be happy happy happy happy happy. I can be happy. see.
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