head first

everyone around me has issues
everyone else is the subject of their own struggles
it's all about them to them
all about me to me
I'm too self absorbed
but everyone is
it's how we work
if you care about you
no one else has to
that way everyone is taken care for
thats why love seems unnecessary
I'm sure it's great
while it lasts
I'm sure it's fun
while it lasts
but someone gets bored
every time
maybe it's them
that stings
maybe it's you
that stings
either way
it stings
that will always happen eventually
avoid the sting
avoid love
avoid love
avoid happiness
avoid a companion to make sense of this world
avoid the yin to your yang
the salt to your tears
the shakes to your cuts
the whispers at night
the reflection of you
the reflection of a better you
them
avoid the perfect mold of your happiness
avoid this and miss out
miss out and not get hurt
that's boring
dive in head first
fall in love unconditionally
you'll get hurt eventually
but not today
no
today you'll be wrapped around each other like a perfect web
web made by a spider
twisting and turning
complicatedly beautiful
yet simple
maybe tomorrow you'll grow apart
ripped seams in your web of comfort
but not today
stare into the sun
stare into their eyes
dive in head first
with out a fear that your heart might burst