18 December 2012
I miss the feeling
the uncontrollable feeling of wanting someone
wanting someone as your own
even if its just for a night
I miss it
pure lust
fuck tomorrow
fuck yesterday
lets go
you
me
right here
right now
I'm too much for commitment
I'm too much to be lonely
it's too repulsive to let my body decide
I can't let my brain decide
my body takes over
I don't have a heart
I don't have a soul
all the shit has taken a toll
I like to fool around
so what?
leave me alone.
I'm a fucking slut.
insides • Opuss № I