11 December 2012
first kiss:
first rave
the music pounding
alcohol pouring
boundaries passing
no one knew me
I didn't know them
fuck it
we're kids
I was so inexperienced
shaking and melting
You came up behind me and smiled at me
we danced
your hands wandered
your eyes locked
suddenly the song stopped
"wanna get outta here"
most cliche line ever
who cares it worked
whatever
to your car
we went a bit too far
you kicked me out of the car
I stumbled out
pulled my shirt up
rearranged my shorts
walk of shame down the interstate
back into the party
the music helped erase the embarrassment
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second kiss:
she's the one
the one that killed me
I think she effected me so bad because she was my first true rejection
my manipulating only worked for a while
then the spell wore off and she was gone
left there standing
messy sheets,
her thong
her skin
I can't even begin
she's so perfect
melt in your mouth princess
she tasted like the sun
she was the perfect size
even perfect thighs
I get so asdfghjkl thinking of her
she was so sweet
perfect skin,
messy black curls
she stomped all over me
shooed me away
I was an experiment
a straight girl's prey
she's happy now
and I still miss her
barely remember what it was like to kiss her.
I can't leave her alone
she was the first one to say no
no
don't go
no
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third kiss:
(@plasticcourage)
she was too sweet
too cute
too nice
she was so thoughtful
did everything right
but once we got close
I noticed the real her
she was diabolical
she wasn't all sweet
she kept me guessing
even when the repetition pounded all the rest
I still day dream of her chest
I respect her
I miss her
she's happy now
and of course I have the urge to kiss her and ruin her happiness
but now we both know she deserves better
it used to be only me that knew
but she learned
put two and two
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fourth kiss:
he was perfect
that's an understatement
he is the most attractive person ever
so sexy
so relaxed
so into me
so good at kissing
so god damn good at it
he turned me on
the started to linger
kisses became bites
bites became fingers
on and on
on top of him I felt hot
he begged that I would not stop
I couldn't breathe it made no sense
why did he like me
why did I get him
I got what I wanted that day
but of course
got carried away
carried away
he didn't text me back
that was that
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fifth kiss:
he hit on me from the start
an hour later we couldn't be torn apart
lust
love
desire
needs
locked in a room together
wearing nothing but sun beams
learning what the body was for
we didn't stop
exploring
insuring
insuring each other it wasn't too far
had my eye since I first got in the car
he asked me to kiss him
he sucked on me
I can't stop thinking
what was it he saw in me
I'm me
I left the next morning
never went back
that was okay
he went home to his girlfriend
texted me
"that was fun. again?"
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sixth kiss:
still burning
a melted candle
right when it dries
flames start again
it's whenever I'm around him
I won't end
he respected me
wanted to take it slow
I wanted to go
go go go
first kiss with him was a peck
the fifth one was real
I sucked on his lip
manipulation
I made him think with his crouch
not his brain
manipulating a boy
simple, plain
but I got jealous
I was weird
he ran while he could
but didn't disappear
he still lingers
I like it
anything else would be scary
if he left for good
I'd be lonely again
craving someone new
to start over again
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thought I'd share some stories. :D
my first six kisses in super graphic detail • Opuss № I