25 April 2012
My life has gotten so damn boring.
The audience in my head is snoring.
I have no energy to do exciting things.
I just want to see something changing.
Everything is so consistent.
I lied back then; I love the mischief.
Can I be a little bad?
I've obeyed you Dad...
I can't stand the perfect little system.
I need something to fuck the system.
I need something to help me feel tall.
Maybe I could break, without a fall?
I've done my school stuff,
What's enough?
I get Friday, Saturday, and Sunday to party.
Sorry if I wake up Monday tardy.
I want to go out and have some fun.
Drink a beer, kiss her in the sun.
I guess I'm okay with all my mistakes.
But, the risk isn't worth it to take.
I still know I could get away with it.
I could make it through with some bullshit.
If I got caught it'd all be over,
I'm just so tired of staying sober.
I want to do it and not get caught,
I just have to remember all I was taught.
I won't today, maybe soon.
All I know is my fate looks gloom.
I won't today, maybe tomorrow.
I just need to wash away my sorrow.
Not Today • Opuss № I