20 April 2012
She's perfect they say. She's perfect I see. I don't want to hurt her, she loves me. I like her too, but still want him. He doesn't text me anymore, he doesn't seem to care about me. He's perfect though in every way, but his appearance. He's got a great personality, is short and scrawny. He has a good face and great opinions. But she loves me. And there is great comfort in being loved. She is my net, my back up, my parachute. I like her so much and want her all the time. Is it bad that I still think of him? I had a dream that I was kissing her and he pulled me over. He was kissing me and whispered that I was cheating on him. I felt bad for doing that to him, but happy he cared. It was all a dream, but my feelings were there. How do I pick the right one? How do I not hurt her and get what I want?
Opuss № I