A few weeks before Christmas i lost my baby to an ectopic pregnancy.
I was 11 weeks gone and went through hell and back (hence why i haven't been here).
This poem i have written is what i wrote after my operation, i was in a lonely place for quite a while, shutting everybody out until i realised how much i needed them.
It was a very hard emotional time but I'm gradually getting through.
As this place means alot I'd like to share my poem with you....
My Baby I'd Never Meet
My baby i never got to meet
It really bakes my heart
To know what i could of had
Instead im torn apart
Im sitting here all by myself
Broken heart it two
What I'd do for one last wish
To hold you for a few
A chance to see you grow
From a baby to a girl or boy
To have the chance to feel your kicks
Instead to have it destroyed
If god is looking down upon me
All i ask is why
Why did you take my child away
Deep inside i want to die
A few months have gone by
I still feel really raw
Sometimes i end up crying
Sobbing on the bathroom floor
I know in time it will get better
But thinking that far i feel bad
I need to be my usual self now
And be thankful of what i had.
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