15 May 2012
Some call it a glorified life,
Others an amazing chance
Whereas I call it not glory or an amazing chance but a gut-wrenching curse in a god forsaken excuse for an existence
I am cursed to the night
I may not enter the light
If I do I will burn, I will not end my sad excuse for a life in a pile of dust from the light Ill just continue to burn
To endure my life of darkness and pain I must seek the red essence of life from the innocent
Now that I am what I am you will not come near me let alone trust me
You stay as far away as possible
You pretend that nothing ever happened between us, that it was just a disastrous nightmare
Your with your new lover in the sunny place we both said we would have our wedding just as you wanted with billowing sheets of white blowing gently in the mediterranean breeze with flowers in your hair.
But now your there with him, I'd never hurt you but you still don't trust me
I can't stand the pain of never being with you again or of not seeing you again
I haven't the courage to stay away
So I will stand on the top of the bridge that we first met on which over looked the hotel you now own with your new lover
I will stand there and burn
A fire never to be quenched
And every morning you will see me burn for eternity as a sign of my love for you
I will burn for eternity
I Will Burn For Eternity • Opuss № I