Deepest Wish

I've always been sure of who I am.
Until just about a year ago
I considered myself a lion, not a lamb
When my mind you came to blow.

You make my heart beat at astounding speeds.
By far you fulfill my all my hopes and needs.

Even though I couldn't wish for any more.
You cause the emptiness embedded in my core.

You bring unexplainable joy as well as unbearable sadness.
You twist me up, you cause my madness.

Oh the things that I would go through.
Literally, I would roll myself in heaps of fire.
Only if it meant I could have you.
Please just still this burning desire.

I could hold you tightly close to me.
Never would I let you fall.
You could belong but still be free.
I wont make you small.

I know that for me, sadly you do not care.
At least not as much as you could.
I'll just sit here with my thoughts and try to bear.
Save me I wish you would.

I am not in despair.
You still are the one I truly miss.
I won't loose my soul and rip my hair.
I'm still longing for our first kiss.