Take a needle
Find your vein
Stick it in
Feel no pain
Feeling down?
Have a line
Within minutes
You'll be fine
Numb your soul
Once again
Close your eyes
Count to ten
Not so bad
Just some fun
End your life
Then try to run
Got it wrong
Young and free
Isn't equal to
Coke n' ecstasy
Had enough?
Then just stop
One more pill
One "last" drop
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My cavern of escape. | | Kik: N.R.Johnson
All drugged up under the sun. Is this what you wanted from life to be a bum. So much potential. Your mind has become confidential. You pretend your okay. But you have lost your mind.
I have a selection. Of tiny packets. Bottles. That rattle. Trinkets. Coated in colours. Sugars. Hiding bitter flavours. Maybe. A different combination. Will cure. The evils. Make me normal.
I'm back on this road aren't it. I haven't smoked pot since the end of January. I can do this and have been. I've smoke cigarettes and swishers and gotten drunk twice. that's it. I've been doing good.
It's 2 am, and I'm a ghost Of what I used to be. A whisper of my former self, Calls out, meekly, to me. My blood is wine, and swear to god, My visions getting blurry.
One more cut. Another burn. Just a sip more. I never learn. One more go. Just one last hit. I'll stop, I will. I can handle it. I don't need this. Can quit anytime. I'm perfectly okay.
Roundabout, Around and around and around we go, I don't know, How to get off, do you.
Escape is found In a variety of muses; Music, art, words... And mine is none of the three Mine are a bottle, a bowl, and blade.
A little room,. Full of darkness,. And gloom,. Where the music,. Is loud,. And there isn't,. A crowd,. Where there's blades,. On the floor,. And there's signs,. On the door,. Where there's ice,.
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