19 April 2012
There's a pale girl in front of me. I don't know who she is but for some reason, I recognize her. She's beautiful. Then I wake up.
It feels as if I had eaten barb wire. Must have caught a cold. I notice that I'm laying in the sofa. Thomas must have brought me into the house. I check to see what time it is. It's only 4 a.m. Time to go and do the daily morning routine, only a bit earlier today. I walk up the stairs and in to my bedroom. I lay down in my bed and try to sleep. I can't, it's to bright outside. I get up and walk with heavy steps towards the window. Everything is covered in white. Snow, finally.
That day in school I can't concentrate at all. The girl is on my mind. Why is she in my otherwise so lonely dreams? Suddenly the bell rings. Schools over. It's a long time since a day in school went that fast. It was when dad was still here.
I'm so lost in my mind that I stop first when I come to the gate of an abandoned house. There she is. She is standing by the door waving at me. Telling me to come. She's smiling.
I leave footprints behind as I walk up to the door. My heart is beating faster. Soon I'll know who she is. The door opens without any complications. I recognize this place. I have been here before, it feels like home. Even though it seems no one has lived here for over 15 years. There are paintings on the wall and the toys the children played with are still there, laying on the floor. I go up to the second floor. Now I can feel my heartbeats shaking my entire body. I can feel a weird presence. I start walking up the stairs to the attic, it feels as if that's where it's coming from.
Save Me Part II • Opuss № I