Cruel Imagination

I absolutely loathe my imagination right now
It's the catalyst that fuels
my nightmares and self doubt

It's the artist that paints
and the sculptor that creates
All the pictures of pain
And the statues of hate

It's the chef that cooks the food
that leaves a bad taste in my mouth
It's the sat nav that tells me north
When I probably should go south

It's the producer that makes the films
In which she stars most every night
It's the conductor that leads the orchestra
To play the songs that I don't like

I think that I may need
my imagination at this time
I should use it to picture hope
And I should use it to see the light

I should use it in all it's glory
To produce something with pride
I should write a brand new story
and give life..another try