I tell a joke
Because I don't want to tell the truth
I laugh in place of crying
I fake a smile
So you don't have the proof
That inside...my soul is dying
I write down words
Which you will never get to read
Don't want you to know your power
I share my pain
With people I don't know or see
They help me..rebuild my tower
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I follow grey clouds. With my lank lonely stride. Hoping the rain. And my tears will collide. Wearing raindrops. As my mask from the world. My pain will stay hidden. And won't be unfurled.
All I can do is cry. With nothing to console. Nothing else to say. Just letting tears fall. The memories are painful. And I wish to vanish them. But nothing happens. It's just me hoping.
Choked up. Crying hard. It hurts. So much. Feels like. A hole. Deep inside. My soul. How can. I be. So empty. But feel. so full. Like someone. Is pushing. Against my skull. Breaking me. From the.
Standing in a crowd, I can't help but shout allowed, Why can't you see me. Why can't you hear me. They say it's all my fault, They begin their verbal assault, Why am I not pretty. Why am I not witty.
My eyes are tired, Red with pain, Drained out, Like desert rain. Dull ache Through my bones, Crushed silk, Love on loans. Fairy wings Through locked doors, Unpainted walls, Red foot sores.
A receptacle. of lost and. broken dreams. A heart broken. all it can do. now is bleed. A mind left with. nothing but a. legacy of screams. A body betrayed,. not knowing. it's own needs.
A waterfall of fear, Drips in every tear. A torrential tear thunder, Is filled with so much wonder. A thousand spiky lies, Weaves its way into cries. Every piece of pain, Is totaled in a tear-rain.
This lump in my throat. The weight on my shoulders. Make the fear in my heart. So much harder to bear. Please don't forget. Just turn and you'll see. My face. So remember me. Remember me.
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