Forgetting

(My first write after the breakup)

Forget having regrets Forget being depressed
Forget sitting here hoping that the next one could be my last breath
Forget thinking that there's nothing coming next

Forget torturing myself going over and doubting everything she ever said
Forget going with my heart and just go my head

Forget letting people get close
Forget ever having anything ever again that could hurt me when I lost

Forgetting right now would be a god send
Forgetting would mean it would all come to an end
Forgetting would mean I could stop having to pretend

I can't forget the pain if it would mean forgetting the good things
So forget wanting to forget and remember everything
Like her smile her laugh and the way she made my heart sing
Her words and her touch and the tingling feeling that they would bring