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I'm far from perfect, but I'm also far from being the man I portray. I'm not difficult, but I'm far from simple. I'm a dreamer...pry more of a dreamer than an actual liver...but 4 the most part I'm happy...flawed...but happy. Most of the time at least. Other times I feel lost & broken & trapped n this maze of sound & color with no release...bitterness & happiness wrestle 4 my undivided attention. People r demanding this & requesting that...commandeering my emotions 2 their will. Or begging me 2 b the savior they've always wanted, but how can I save another's soul when I'm left fighting 2 find my own...soul...I've faced hell dead on & survived...at least physically...emotionally there's still major holes & unhealed scars...but u've been my constant...my source of calm, my inspiration...my reason 4 getting up when I had secretly lost the will 2 do so...u somehow...pry unknown 2 u even...gave me a reason 2 fight another day. Gave me a reason 2 exist...it's hard being a dreamer when reality is a twisted beast that aims 2 swallow u whole...but u drip wit the beauty that is life & daily u make me feel as tho there's nothing I can't tackle, cuz...ur u & I'm me...& together...we r free

#emotional-journey #general #personal-struggle #self-discovery

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