Run.

If I could run a million miles,
Id escape the drama and the fake smiles,

I'd sit on top of a mountain peak,
No one there for me to speak,

Just me alone to sit and wonder,
About my life and its many blunders,

A feeling I just can't shift,
A knot in my tummy creating a rift,

Other than that my feelings numb,
Not ecstatic but not insanely glum,

In my head I've already gone,
To the mountains peak where the sun has shone,

In reality I'm still here,
Numbness has taken place of the fear,

At least with numb your hearts protected,
An unbreakable barrier never to be neglected,

I'm off to run away in my minds eye,
To that peak with a snowy top reaching the sky.