23 April 2012
This is written for all people who have walked out, or have been pushed out, of my life. This is to M.B, R.F, T.B, C.M, C.J.G, J.M, and all who have influenced me enough to write in your honor. I love you all. Forgive me.
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There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about you. I sit still and let my mind wander and your always there. And the memories are so sweet that I cry. They are so bitter that I cry.
And when I think of you, I don't think in anger, or shame or disappointment. I think in regret and even a type of joy.
I reminisce in what we had been; I cry for the loss of what we could have been. However many days, weeks, months, years, decades go by, I will think of you every day with fondness, with affection, and with tears.
I love you, whichever you I'm writing about.
To Those I've Loved And Lost • Opuss № I