13 November 2012
" I have trouble writing happy things even when I'm happy... I'm fine tough"
I try not to feel, Try not to think, Stop the emotions and Tears . Lock away the memories . STOP all, not a breath, not a heartbeat, Nothing . Drinking helps for the moment, But not Well enough. Sleep, sleeping pills , hope to never Wake up? Why cant anything stop the pain? It rips Me apart , torements My mind and soul. When Will it stop, Will it Ever stop?
Pain • Opuss № I