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The spark in Your eyes when You see Me . The way You put Your hand on My hip when I'm doing the dishes. The smile when we have fun. The way You listen to Me . Your lips kissing Me. The way You care for Me and make Me feel loved and safe. Yo…
What Will this new year bring Me ? I wish for some peace , a mind that Can relax. No more pain no more bleeding Heart and crippled soul. Give Me some sun, a Warm breeze and a blue skye. Please!!!
Standing alone, all is dark and cold . Empty and all alone With the kids . I had so Many Tears and cried so hard. My Heart was dead, no feelings , could not feel not capable of feelings, they Would kill Me . Is this the way Life is? Love a…
After about twenty years if mental abuse, something inside Me broke. You cant change that much, You must be able to talk and express Your feelings. No one Can live a Life full of no and wrong! I knew that he Would leave , that I Would be al…
I loved You so much, I Would do everything for You . I loved You , cared for You, the best I could. But it was not good enough. You wanted Me to change, Dont laugh so much, Dont dress that way Dont talk so much I tried to change , i love…
Dreamless, light as a feather. Sweet as nectar, soft like clouds. Filled With happiness , Tastes like chokolate, melts on My tounge, Life ,loving it!
It is winter and cold. Snow is falling from above. My Heart is pumping, But the Blood is cold , oh so cold. The sky is clear and darkblue. Stars sparkling like Diamonds up there. But My eyes dont sparkle. My breath is hanging in the air, li…
Sometimes words comes easy. It Can be Lovely sweet words . Words gentle as a butterflies wingd. Words Can be hard and fearful. They Can cause pain and destroy Your soul, kill Your spirit . Words Can Also be a way to heal, give power, freedo…
Things I like Strawberries A red Apple Glass of red wine Love Satin panties Red ribbon on a gift Roses Maple leaves in the fall Things I like
You ask Me to sit beside, Hold Your hand. I take Your hand in mine, Its cold, fragile dry. - Dont leave Me! I wont I promise . Will You stay? Yes I Will. All the time? Yes all the time. All the way? Almost, when You see the light, then You…
This place, is new to Me . Here I'm a stranger. I dont know the houses, see no one i know. No Friendly faces, no smiles. No one is taking Amy notice of Me . I could live in another country. At the most I get- have a nice Day from The cashi…
When You look at Me, What do You see? Do You see Me , My soul and spirit? Or do You see My anxiety My fears and Sad drakens inside?
" I have trouble writing happy things even when I'm happy... I'm fine tough" I try not to feel, Try not to think, Stop the emotions and Tears . Lock away the memories . STOP all, not a breath, not a heartbeat, Nothing . Drinking helps for …
To Me You are perfect, Your kind and gentle, You make Me laugh . With You I feel loved and special. Its magic!
Like tree I have roots, Deep in to the soil had they grown, year after year. Trough storms and rain, sun and drought. Now I have been moved, My roots has been cut Off . I'm in new soil , Trying to adjust. I hope My strength is enough!
Trough snow and rain Dark nights and bright sun Down in the walley, on top of the high mountin Deep in aning the Green trees. Slippery Stones on the edge of à stream. Footsteps in the sand, waves endlessly pounding and battering the beach. …
My chest is ripped open My pounding Heart in My hands Life is fading away Pictures slowley Passing by À smiling baby À toddlers hand holding mine The First bikeride Wedding dress Goldring on My finger Fingers trough My hair With à stupid …
Clear crisp autumn Day Blue skies and leaves red, gold and orange. Walking along the path of Life . Wondering about next step, does destiny exist? Or do we have control over all our movements in Life? Stop to take a breath, Inhale the clear…
My apartment is empty My Life My things Pots and pans Clothes and books Its all in neat boxes Forks and knives spooning With mrs kettle Photos fr.o.m. My past Side by side With digital frames Its à mess, huge mess I have cut the cord No…
To pack whole kitchen in boxes No dinner today Thank god for instant coffe and kettle!!!
Soft and sweet Like s whisper Like Honey Touch of a butterflie Hot as fire My love for You has no words
Boxes all over the place Moving Packing boxes Cant find anything Finding everything Boxes I'm moving after some twenty years Strange Fun Scary Hopeful
Heavy head On My pillow Tired body Under My covers Dream Nothing Just sleep Feel Nothing Rest for now
Is filled With love My eyes cant see You enough My fingertips always in search to touch You Run My fingers trough Your hair My skin is Longing for Your warmth being close my ears listen for Your voice My body us always on the look for You W…
Hot Warm Body sweating Mind empty Soul cold The two opposite hurts
In a crowded room Filled With friends and family All Happy , smiling having fun I look around I feel alone I meet smiling eyes Friendly hands and Warm Hugs Im alone I hear laughter jokes and happiness Im in a glass bubble Alone Cold Like …
Walking by the Big mirror in the hallway Shaking My hair right glance and.... I see My mother? But mum has been dead for atleast 12 years now My eyes into the mirror again. Strange I see My mum, But She is dead A chilling up My spine Im I…
Supporting Me when Im dizzy Holding My hair when Im trowing up Waiting for Me when I must sit Down Hold Me and support Trough Tears and slobbering Still love Me although Im on the floor crying becuase Me head is spinning Stroking My hair…
After the hard rain Sun is coming back Trying to give is some sun and warmth just before setting. I Can smell the wet soil sort of heavy and funky smell Leaves are whashed clean The drops still glistening like jewels In the top of the vig…
I'm woman I'm inspired I'm in love I'm colour of Life I'm safe I'm Happy I'm on a cloud I'm yours!!!
Like a bee coming to flowers for nectar, Like an eagle soring on the hot air, I Come to You. Like a thirsty man in the desert, drinking from the oasis Like a rabbit munching on the lush grass in the meadow. I love You. Like a newborn calf …
Due to illness I was rushed to hospital , miss opuss and all ny Lovely friends and Your writing . Will be back asap, live You all!!!
Im alone In the darkness Trying to find My way Its cold to the bones I Can hear something Is it a beast With sharp teeeth? Might be in My head Footsteps following Me I start to run Breathless I stop, Try to listen I Can Only hear My Heart …
I know I love You becuase the light in Your eyes When You look at Me I know You love Me becuase the way You smile when we meet I know You live Me by the way You touch Me I know I love You becuase How I want to touch You I know I love You…
Standing on the bridge. Looking Down Bkack water With With foam on the wave top Trying to estimate the hight Would I surely die on impact? Or Would I get hurt and have to drown? The wind is hard and cold I Can almost feel the rain coming…
Your words touch My soul so hard Many Times' it feels like Your words are about My Life How Can You know My pain so Well Your poems leave Me breathless at times Your words take the edge if My pain My spirit Can fly free Like two peas in a …
We are together Your always in My mind When My mind wanders Its You Im thinking of Im addicted to You Your touch The way You smile when we meet The smell in Your neck Im Lost without You I Try to rest My soul in memories
Nan is going home By bus She is strong and vital 90 years old She travels six hours to meet us I Will miss My nan
In the morning Bright daylight Hard reality Deal With it!!! Be strong One step at a time Im Lost in all the pain One foot in front of the Other Never mind pain
Tired In bed Should really sleep Early morning Close My eyes My mind start to spin Heart pounding Round and round Hard to breath Tears No rest No sleep Oh god please take My out of My misery
Some people are such a great importance in My Life When not around I miss them a lot Im not complete without them Its not Only the fact that they are missed It really hurts to be without them Im blessed to have a few Very special persons i…
Sun Kisses Walk Green grass Hugs Safe Flowers Love I'm Happy I'm blessed
Suddenly Im wide awake Room is completley dark I cant hear à sound except My Heart baning hard inside My chest Was it à nightmare Someone Trying to get in? I listen as hard as I Can Try to see But Its pitchblack Just as I put My head on My …
Tastes a bit salty With à touch of sweet love Soft and Warm under My hand My body Can feel Your touch all over Sort of tingling light touch Sweet breath and smell of clearing cottonsheets I Can hear à small bird singing outside our Window W…
He came We had dinner And then he took out My helmet and jacket! We took à tour on hus motor bike So nice He is so good to m Life is good to Me
In the hours if sorrow and pain When My soul is lost In the moment My spirit is broken That is the moment when You take My hand Whisper in My ear Give Me hope and help Me forward It is Your love that gives Me the strength to move on
Sun Sand under My feet Waves The ocean is blue shifting to green I Can almost taste the salt in the air A seashell , white With Brown spors I ronder How it Would be, to live in a seashell?
These Sad feelings They are so hard to handle Most of the time I put up a strong face I work I take care of household Kids and laundry I do everything I have to But Im tired I need to rest
In a blink of an eye Fast It rushes trough My bloodstream Feeling of total bliss My mind My spirit Its all in the right position Harmony in to the core of My spine One second Later Its all gone Just memories of What could have been Im b…
With a little twist So easy Fast No pain No Tears An easy twist Once again Soft and easy a few lemondrops in My glas of water
I know What to do I need to keep moving forward I need to move not live in the past I have the present But What about future How do I move from surviving to living Really living and not just breathing working ?
Alone Headace Huge pot of coffee Boring Sad hateful monday
I had a super nice weekend Good food wine and cake Walks With the Dogs Nice hot showers Happy content comfy and safe No on My own mega dislike it!!!!!
A glass of red wine A nice dinner Chocolate cake With whipped cream Hugs and kisses My head resting on Your shoulder Midsomer murders on the telly Your fingers running trough My hair Hugs and kisses Im feeling great Weekend love What Sad …
The razor is sharp I like the razor Cold sharp Pain inside ripping My soul into pieces Pain just shredding My spirit All if Me us just like a puzzle thrown out on tve floor The broken Heart The dreams are shutterd WHO Will put the piece…
This little kitty is going to bed The wounderful world of writing and reading good stuff has been sort of Changed . But I Will keep on reading and writing , and if anyone likes Im Happy , I Will like the stuff I like, repost the things I th…
I have a black bag Its quite heavy Its closed Standing in the corner Like a big dark shadow Sort of Looking at Me In a demanding way It is calling to Me Take Me Use Me Lets go Whats in the bag Whats calling to Me so strong ? Love love lo…
Sun is up Birds are singing I feel good Its nice
Green leaves Grass under My feet Blue skies air easy to breath The breeze is like a gentle touch Strawberries so sweet Sometimes Its easy to live
Dark bottomless pit It hurts Im in pain Why is it so hard to move forward ? Nothing is stoppning Me Its all in My head in the Heart I Try to change and make an effort But My Heart is cold My spirit is broken There is no light No way out…
Laytely I suffer from moodswings Im so Happy and feel so safe With You And so alone and unhappy without You We are Trying to fit our lives together Not so easy teenagers , Your kids My kids Your home My home I know I should be Happy With …
This canvas is empty I want to paint I need to use these brushes I want to paint All the coulors I want to use I know of writers block But is it painters block I have?
You kissed Me Your fingers was like electricity on My skin Sweet loving tender and sort of sad. Your hand resting calm on My hip Your Warm breath on My neck Sweet loving , stop You whisper in My ear Gentle touch Please dont go
I pick up the knifr The steel is cold Its sharp and shiny Rests nice and heavy in my hand I lift high and lower it into You Its soft in the beginning A bit harder after a while I have to use more force Once again I lower My knife …
Oh glas of red, I thee wed You and I tonite Even though I dont wear white Sorry folks couldnt help My self :-)
A safe place Somewhere to rest A Space called mine A place of peace No trouble Just calm and serenety My bed !
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So hard Every Day Every night I was so dedicated to You and to make You Happy What Did I go wrong? I tried so hard.... To become What You wanted Dress the way You liked Not talk to much Use the proper language Respekt You All I asked for w…
Love. What is love? Is that feeling in My chest ,pounding hard hard. Is it the feeling of thousands of butterflies in My belly Could it be the sweet taste of Your kiss on My lips. Or is it the electric touch of Your hand on My skin. Is thi…
One Day munching Green leaves, climbing up branches , eating leaves. Search for a quiet place to build My cocoon. Im fat from eating Working hard on My comfy cocoon When Its done I Will rest in there Waiting and change Going trough a meta…
Its midnight Twisting and turning around in My bed Tick Tick time goes by I know I shouldnt Sheets all twisted I know I shouldnt Its dark Cold floor under My naked feet Just a tiny light Cold breeze The gentle touch dark and strong Melting …
Sweet like chokolate Strong like a vodka on the rocks Tender like silkcheets Smell like lilacs on a summers night With Every heartbeat and as long as I breath I Will love You
Fallen Down a rabbits hole Tumbling Down in slowmotion What is up. What is Down Left Or right id no more known At the bottom door by door What Would Alice do? Eat a cake drink some potion But Alice was lucky Cakes and options Or even mush…
I miss You Miss Your voice The smell of Your after shave I miss Your kisses With out You Im just half You are the missing piece in My Life
I Can feel Your hand, behind My back , resting on the curve of My hip. Warm and tender. Guiding Me forward Step by step Close to You Moving forward I Can feel Your Heart beating. On and on forward Together There is light There is love …
Everyone , child Or grownup Woman Or man All of us everywhere On the top of the chain If Your Down below Rich Or poor All of us Should have ONE like You In their Life!!!! Ready to help to" sort them out" We are miles and miles apart But …
Hurtfull, filled With pain Every Word is meant to hurt , inflict pain Tear Me apart I bow My head Let the words hit Me At one point Your hateful words Will be Lost and worthless One Day I'll be free
I fear Life It hurts so bad sometimes My Heart is broken My soul is dark My spirit gone Life hurts When Will the pain go away?
Dont care for the ugly floor Dont like the uncomfy chairs Old magazines read over and over Dont like the smell Dont care for the long wait
My spirit broken My soul gasping for air Like prisoner Longing for freedom My soul need to be free I need to run free like a mustang Fly trough the clouds like an eagle I need to feel the cool water like dolphin Like squirell I like to jump…
I Can feel Your skin So soft warm under My fingertips. I Can feel Your love deep inside of Me. Sparkling like spring water. Your voice is like music in My ears. The rythm when we breath lying next to each other. Light in your eyes when You …
Sun starts to shine Birds singing Green Grass is damp Its like gift A promise that today , today Life Will behave and treat Me right. Like an artist canvas Its clean , spotless If Im a good girl Will it be a nice Day ? It has all possible…
Like Stars on a dark blue sky we have been searching our soulmate. Far away in reality But always close in spirit , deep Down we know, One Day we Will meet. Dont know How , dont know when Our souls are searching for eachother restless , al…
In the strong light some things change. Maybe the dark shadows are just shadows, not monsters? Could it just be in My mind? But the pain , the pain in My soul is there, Not so strong But it is there. Deep in side of Me. Scratching With lo…
When I share Life With You, It is all so wounderful . You keep Me safe, comfort Me and wipes away My Tears. I laugh and kiss You. You support Me and make grow as a person. everything seems possible, You give Me strength. On My own, in My…
This night , all Stars upon the black velvet sky. Moon is full , like a silver coin. A dog is barking far away. Holding Your hand , pale and cold. Every breath is torment. Body in pain and agony. -Will You open the window , so My soul can f…
This is too good to be true , it might just be that .
Ohh How we weave our Life web. Long thinthreads. Some are shiny and happy. Some are thin and fragile, easy to break. Others are thick and Will hold no matter What. Some threads are long ,long full of history. Others are short just like à …
Sun ,warm on My skin. Moon is guiding Me on à dark night. Stars watching over Me, Keeping Me safe .
Middle of Life .... What has been and What is to come. Regrets as Well as good memories. Future plans as well as fear. Dedicated to live!!!
Your in pain and agony. I'd like to help and comfort You , this dark night. Hold close and kiss Your head. I'm to far away, we are apart.
Sun on My face, Honey and hummingbirds. Green Grass and blue waves . Smell Your after shave. Fredh coffee in the morning. Birds singing, cats purring . Childrens play. You kissing My neck. Chockolate icecream, a cold beer. A green Apple . …
As a child I used to think time was endless. Eternal. As a teenager I thought time Would not go fast enough. As a mother to My firstborn time stood still . Suddenly he is a grown man , a great deal of My Life ,of My time has passed. Time …
My chest is full of pain. Eyes full of tears, I dont need more pain, My spirit is already broken. I have tried so many times to end it all. The pain comes over Me in waves, again and again. Only way to get rest is to end it all . Why am I…
Dark night , cold night. Silence except My oense footsteps. All is Well , everyone asleep. No sign of Death yet. But I know him, he is out there , in the dark, waiting , Looking ......... When Im Off gard he comes and sweeps in. I Can Only…
I thought I had it planned. Big things and small. I had whises , I had goals. Suddenly You turned it up side Down . It took a LOT of time to recover. I had to search My soul , find the spirit within. It was pain, it was hard . Now I Can se…
Sun warming My face, Water is salty and cooling. Sand under My feet. Life is good.
Oh so dark, Pitch black. Hello? Hello??? HELLOOOO!!!!!! Knocking, baning on the door, scratching the walls. Hello? Hello? Darkness, silence. Why? Where? How ? Hello? Cant breath.... Heart pounding hello???
Love is a delight Love is pain I love to love
The thin skin on My wrist. The cold and sharp lancet in My hand. A sharp burning feeling. Dark red Blood . Again and again, More Blood Not deep enough ........ Just Life in the dark
I feel cold and lonely Its dark and quiet Only My pounding Heart Hard to breath Tears in My eyes So ....... Your Warm hand ... Holding mine Your Warm breath in My neck Maybe just maybe You Can make it worth while fighting?
Grey skies Sun is hiding behind dark clouds Cold wind against My face Wet grass under My feet
I Can feeling Your Waern body I Can hear Your Heart beat As I drift in to sleep I feel Your breath in My neck I LOVE YOU
All is darkness Its cold to the bones Every breath hurts Is this the time to stop fighting??
I used to know Me I used to know What I was Where I was going WHO Im I? I. Was meant to be I was Where is ME now ??????
Sun is rising in all its glory Tick tock tick tock The sun doesnt care Birds are singing outside The birds doesnt care Im holding Your hand Does hands care? Tick tock Tick tock Slowley Life is fading Does Life care? And then Your …
When I Walk , You Walk With Me When I cry, You comfort Me When I laugh , You laugh With Me When I sleep, You each over Me
It hits Me ..... I live and love , Life is good to Me !!!!
Live love love Life
Try to find a way out , of this dark room, cant find the key!