One Decision - My Whole Life

When you're left to make a decision
When the decision leaves you no choice
When your decision is about to change your life
When your decision chewed your hope
When your decision spat out your dreams
When your decision blurred your future
When your decision stabs you right through
When your decision feels a little like this
When your path narrows as you walk along
When the cotton clouds you were once wrapped in
Begin to melt like candy floss in your mouth
When you wake up in search for warmth
When your stinging eyes refuse to sleep
When you hold your chin high
When your convinced you're fine
When you wear an old smile
when you dread going to sleep
Simply coz its hard to breath
My decision tore my world in two
My decision turnt my life blue
Better to realise now than never
As my decision gave me a huge relief
My decision will save me much grief
The picture I painted of my future was a fantasy
I was too busy living a Disney movie
But this
what's happening now
is my true reality
My decision - is that-
You and me will never be
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