Death Is Not The Only Option- Chapter One Part 2

I remember the moments we shared together as young teenagers, we were then and still are so close, which is why I can't let him know how I feel about him, because ruining our friendship because I can't keep in my feelings for him, is the last thing I wish to do.

I remember when we used to stay with each other twenty four seven, when we used to be in primary school that is, when we had no worry in the world, and life itself just seemed a bit of fun. The days I spent with him used to be the best days of my life, and now that we have so much to do lately what with high school and him getting a new-more popular- group of friends, then our friendship pretty much doesn't exist as much as it did. Although its a small friendship, I wouldn't want it to be destroyed and be humiliated in front of him-and his friends.