Nothing Lasts Forever...

I sit alone glancing out of the window ,my heart aching like there is something missing.
I can hear your voice, your laugh in my head clouding my brain like a poisonous gas. The memories fast forward like a DVD but the pain still remains the same.
I long to see your brown eyes twinkle, I long to feel your arms wrapped around me, but that's just a dream.
Im hurting cant you see?, you ignore me I die a little more inside, you avoid me I die a little more.
I wish you knew just how much you mean to me, see that I'm the one for you, that we are meant for eachother, me and you a team nobody can break, only we're not a team, we're two separate people , we could be a team but you don't try.
The moments we shared flash through my mind, time and time again I cry, I listen to songs that are about heartbreak just to feel better.
I zone out like I'm the only one in the room, just to relive those moments we shared, those precious moments that hurt.
I don't sleep at night, the images of us swirling around my head like a tornado, each day is a battle.
The only thing that's left is for me to give up, put the memories behind me, collect the tissues off the floor and move on with my life until one day you come back, back to where you belong.....