7 January 2013
Sometimes, like right now, I feel forever alone. Like I'm never going to find somebody. Yes I know, I'm young, but just shut up ok? I like being young and in love, I feel happy when I'm in love, I feel high, a good high.
I literally think that I will never fall in love with anybody at my school again, after my past relationship. I've had a crush on the boy for about 3 years, he's all I ever loved, no other boy, and then I finally dated him, after 3 amazing months, we broke up. And now.. I have this weird feeling.. That I should just be a player? I don't know why... But I'm tired of being hurt. I trust to many people. I don't believe in love anymore. Especially after my parent's divorce. I believe that personally, all guys are the same, oh no but they aren't in those sappy love movies and in stories.. I had that perfect sappy love story for about 3 months, then I got a hard slap in the face, and it made me realize, they.are.all.the.same.
So yes I've given up on finding my true love, and yes I do just wish he would find me instead. And in till that guy shows me he's different, I'll believe in love again.
Love Isn't Real. • Opuss № I