My Life. Part 1

My name is Thiti. My life is some what... Messed up. Not a good family background and social issue with my friends. Everyone have problems in their life, and this place just seems like an awesome place to share. I been thinking about life these day, and there is one problem... Every time I want to talk to a friend, they usually just ignore or gave some pathetic answer... Like it's ok man, live your life... Lets have a beer and party man! Well, like that's gonna solve my problems. It's just the past that really bugs me. Before I was young and stupid. Did something that made people dislike me. Then all of a sudden you changed and tries to talk it out with your fellow friends... But they just sees you as the "same old Thiti". That is the issue. I had quit smoking, quit pot, quit drinking... Still that is still the issue to them. So, I been thinking about some solution to solve this problem. To write it all out here, to tell you guys my life an how I am going to solve it. this will make me feel better and think better.
Well here it is:
Solution #1: talk it out with your friends, close friend first. Ask them to sit down on a coffee shop or somewhere comfortable and talk about how they view you from their perspective and ask them how you can do better. But there is something you need to make note of: if they said,
dude if you want to really change you should do something bad with us... Like smoking, drinking, clubbing etc... If that the situation then he isn't a good friend... It's called peer pressure! A good friend would pick out your flaws and notify you to Change it. Not making it worse!
That is it for the day. Solution 2 will be on the next Opuss!
CIAO