1 January 2013
I should be annoyed at myself but I'm annoyed at Him. Furious. It's beginning. We are beginning. I don't see how a week is fair. One rule broken. Two rules broken. It's a very nasty harsh thing to deny me contact. In the earliest of days! Why should I stick to the rest of the rules if I do my best and get drips of messages? Maybe it's convenient to ignore me for a week. Part time play thing. It isn't that for me. Did He even see that I had spoken to others that excited me. If He did He didn't seem to care. Why did I have to wake up dead on 9 and not ten to. Even my body clock hates me.
Annoyed. • Opuss № I