underneathitall
Awake at 8.11am.. Not disobedience. Lack of proper alarm. If it was disobedience, it would be 10am..
Fell asleep. Just woke up literally three mins ago. Banging headache and first thing I feel I must do is come here. I haven't done any of list and as I'm up at 7 (?) I think it's wiser to wait. Rules being more important than one offs I ima…
This is more a reminder for me really.. Shower. With razor. Hunt for healthy food. Re read my rules. Make sure I won't get in trouble. From memory I think I need a carrot for tomorrow..blush. Take and send picture. Thinking best not t…
I will take happiness knowing he is with me, probably when I least expect it.
I should be annoyed at myself but I'm annoyed at Him. Furious. It's beginning. We are beginning. I don't see how a week is fair. One rule broken. Two rules broken. It's a very nasty harsh thing to deny me contact. In the earliest of days! W…
I am thinking I'd like to go shopping. I have to get crocodile clips. But I want a shopping list from Sir. I mean I would like. And then not be allowed to open the packages until he said. Just look at them teasing me. Not for long though pl…
Last night. I went on pof. Got thrills. Missed you. Still miss you. Feel guilty. Feel like I need punishment to acknowledge, deal and more on. I have my rule book. It just about fits in my current handbag. Which I'm very happy about. I don'…