2 January 2013
Fell asleep. Just woke up literally three mins ago. Banging headache and first thing I feel I must do is come here. I haven't done any of list and as I'm up at 7 (?) I think it's wiser to wait. Rules being more important than one offs I imagine. Day off tomorrow so I can catch up. You weren't wrong about strict. It's just hard to see that it's out of love. I'm trying. I'm learning. I think. You know even months ago I'd have played up rotten with what feels unfair behaviour. I'm falling asleep. Sorry. Soon.
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