Spent

Apathy.
Slowly grabs my heels and then lets go of me.
I'm turning on my head like there's no gravity.
I'm trying to survive but I'm a casualty.

And all I wanted was the crown.

Total disregard.
For hotshots pushing me their business cards.
Expressing all my wishes in a greeting card.
I used to have the ball, but now I lost my guard.

And all I wanted was the game.

Dissappear.
Half way around the world and then I'll reappear.
As the same young boy with the messy hair.
Who used to live it up, but now he does'nt care.

And all I wanted was the world.

Deadly sin.
Used to have some love but now I've spread it thin.
I'd rather die alone than risk it all again.
Playing with my heart, can't take it on the chin.

And all I wanted was the girl.

Rearrange.
About to pull the trigger, time to disengage.
You can have the limelight I'll be backstage.
Half way through my book, dont want to turn the page.

And all I wanted was the truth.

Invisible.
I can't see the point, can't find the principal.
I can't find the truth it's fucking criminal.
Try to find the real, everything's mythical.
Nothing's really free it's all conditional.

And all I wanted was everything.