16 March 2013
I get it, you want to see me happy I know you think it'll solve everything But for you it's easy You're smart, outgoing, and amazingly pretty I'm not like you I'm not open and smiley I don't know why I've just never been that type
I take that back. I was once that girl with the bright smile But that girl's long gone, Never to be seen again Its not that I don't want her back She's just slipped through the cracks I don't know how to be like that Now its just a memory in the distant past
I love that you care I love how you say you'll be there I haven't known you that long, but were already so close You've helped me alot these past few months You've made me see past his lies You helped me be able to look myself in the eyes And say to myself I'll be ok Because of you, I have the will to stay
Now you tell me you think opening up will help me You say it's not healthy for me to be so guarded I understand where you're coming from And I wish I had the strength to let down my guards But I don't That innocent little girl is gone She left when he took everything When he left her her heart in pieces. You know about those things That's partly why you believe this will help me Maybe you're right Maybe it's time for me to step into the light I want to be that girl again, can you help me do that?
Words From A Friend • Opuss № I