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I get it, you want to see me happy I know you think it'll solve everything But for you it's easy You're smart, outgoing, and amazingly pretty I'm not like you I'm not open and smiley I don't know why I've just never been that type I take…
I'm done feeling sad about things. This pain inside me is going to go away He didn't like me? So what? There's still another day The world keeps spinning and i'm still breathing That other boy left me? Fine, let him leave He wasn't worth …
Nothing I do or say Is enough to make anyone stay I don't know what it is And I'm not sure what happens But every time someone he's close They're suddenly far away again There was one who stayed 5 years he remained But in the 6th we met…
Why is it that every time my hopes are up They get shattered? Can they not see my heart's already tattered? The shock was too real I couldn't believe that's how you feel Why'd you lead me on? If you ultimately decided I wasn't good enoug…
7. "I don't think I should've come," Griffin whispers as we come to the doors of Wal-Mart, "Don't worry, you'll be fine. It's just Wal-Mart, it's not like I'm taking you to an amusement park, then you'd really be lost." I laugh slightly and…
Smiling hides a lot If you put on a convincing face Most people won't be able to tell its fake That inside you're crying That your heart is slowly dying Even my friends don't notice the pain But it's because I don't want them to see I don…
Sometimes I wonder What happened to you and me? We were best friends at some point. Do you still have the memories? Why don't you grasp that I need someone to talk to? Why is it that we can't talk The way we used to? Has something happened …
...No will not talk to him ....No I won't give him another chance ...No I don't still love him ....No I'm not ok with this ...No I'm not over it But Yes, I think ending the arguing, Ending the confusion Will make it easier Yes, I will b…
He controlled me for years I never questioned him I hid my tears To make sure he couldn't criticize them The scars that came from his never ending game Will always be there, reminding me of that once hidden shame I could hold on forever An…
6. We stay in the clearing until sunset, talking and messing around. By the time we get back to the house, it's dark out and the stars are making patterns in the sky, "Do you know the constellations?" I ask, stopping him before he goes insi…
5. Three weeks later Griffin's a pretty nice kid, he's showed me everything in the manor, and I've taught him a lot of things about the real world outside the estate. We're going outside today, he whats to give me a tour of the grounds. He'…
4. I stay in my new room the rest of the day, personalizing it with the keypad on the wall by my door. I guess this old style manor's highly modern and almost ahead of modern science in technology. I choose black wall paper with hot pink s…
11. "See, she's fine." Sean reassures me for the fifth time since we got here. She's playing with other kids like a normal 5 year old, but I'm nervous she'll snap. I've seen a couple of her episodes over the past few weeks, no wonder other …
10. Knocking sounds at my door and I sigh, "Who is it?" "Me," Sean's voice says "Come in," he opens the door slowly and leans against the doorframe. "I think we should take Leeann out to do something." He offers happily, "Like what?" "Like…
9. I come home and Leeann's coloring at the counter, that's weird, Tak isn't here to tell her coloring is idiotic and childish (even though Leeann's a kindergartener and that's kinda how they are. Minus the idiotic part, Leeann's very smart…
3. "So you can talk now," is the first thing I say, he smiles, "Yeah, I guess I can." "For someone whose never spoken a word, you seem to catch on quickly." "I've studied words in my silence. Your father usually helped me, he's a very kind…
7. "What are those?" Leeann asks when I give her her medicine, "Something you need to take ok?" She shakes her head, "Those made Daddy sad," she runs down the hall to her room and shuts the door. I turn on Kyle, "What does she-" I'm interru…
6. We're sitting in the hospital waiting room, Leeann running in circles around the coffee table in front of us. They're finding a psychiatrist for her at the moment, so they can evaluate her for her alleged "bipolar disorder" I don't think…
2. "Have you found her yet?" Sean asks as we're walking down the sidewalk, I don't look at him and pretend to be interested in some flowers, "No, she's still missing," I reply tightly, "Can we help?" "No, I have to do this alone. It's too d…
1. I run down the sidewalk as fast as I can. I only have a few minutes before they realize I'm gone. Then that bitch will have the whole police department searching for me just so she can have me back and beat me senseless. Today was the fi…
There's a lot of things in life that I just don't get I know I can't know everything obviously But I wish life wasn't so confusing Something really heartbreaking happened this week, and I know I'm not the only person who's confused over it…
You went too young You left us in shock Why didn't you tell us? We could've helped you We could've helped pull you through. We never would've guessed you felt that way. And wish you would've found a way to stay. You'll never be forgott…
2. Griffin's eyes lock with mine as I lift my head from the letter. "So that's your name? Why didn't you tell me when I asked back there?" He doesn't answer, "Can you talk at all?" He shakes his head, "Why not?" I don't know why I keep tryi…
1. Chasity looks around the room wearily, unsure of what's to come. The boy that brought her here is no where in sight and told her to stay here. Fear's starting to tap at her heart but she's fighting it back. Maybe he's harmless, and just …