The Last Day

I took me a long time. It took me a really long time to realise what I used to have, I didn't have anymore. That who I was, I wasn't anymore. And who I loved isn't here anymore. The last day I saw his face is when he told me he didn't love me anymore. That he was in love with some else.
Love is a funny little word isn't it? That word people use for the most stupidest things an also for the most serious. I thought you weren't suppose to hurt the people you love.

That love was the only thing that was real in this world but I guess not and like always I'm wrong. Wrong about life. Wrong about myself. Wrong about him. Now life just as hard as before I met him. Him him him. Perfect hair, perfect shade of blue eyes, perfect shaped lips. Perfect everything. Who would want me if they are perfect? No one. I'm just a loser with a capital L. Maybe my skirt wasn't low enough. My voice wasn't high enough, my giggle not cute enough, my face not pretty enough.

Or

It's me.

I'm not good enough.
Sara Edwards. The girl who isn't worth anything.

Nothing at all.