May Angels Weep With You

I can only guess at how much pain you will be going through tonight. Four years you celebrated your birthdays together. So many memories and many more smiles and laughters.

It is you who would put yourself aside and make others happy. You would plan and plan and plan, till the "perfect" one reveals itself to you. Day turns to night and yet your thoughts never change. Caring so much for others, you forget yourself most of the time. How lonely you must have been when thoughts creep into your head. I admit that I wasn't there when you needed someone to talk to. I only looked for you once in a while. When happy times were inbound, there I was, always cracking jokes and poking fun.

I regret not making more effort when it was apparent that you just wanted to talk; just for someone to listen. It was not difficult, but everyone only wanted to give you advices. I realised now that I have been selfish. Because you would know what thoughts occupy my head and you would comfort me, and I never thought about your problems. I always thought things were perfect for you.

It was a mistake. It was my mistake. But do not punish yourself because you are nice. Let me in now - I promise to listen. I won't leave you alone when you feel miserable. I will share your pain. I will make you happier when the sun shines on you. I'll be there for you.

So tonight, when you are feeling hurt and crying, I pray the Angels weep with you. I pray Angels cloak you with their wings and comfort you to sleep.

Dry your tears dearest PIC. One day, your pain will subside. And happiness will fill you.

And I will be here awaiting for that moment.