I Don't Really Know

Expectations
"Expectations are the root of all heartache. "
I've been told to never expect things out of people because you'll only be let down. You expect someone to be nice when you're nice to them or when you give advice that they will listen. You're expecting for it to happen but it doesn't. You're let down time after time. It sucks and feelings are hurt.
Love
Love is a difficult thing to explain. I guess I can't really give it an explanation because that's how wonderful it is. Well when you truly come upon it. But the love I've been witnessing lately between people i know doesn't really seem like the real deal. Or maybe the love I believe in is merely a fairy tale, nothing more than a made up story in my heart.
Time
How we wish to pause it, rewind it or put in slow motion, but it's impossible. It keeps going on regardless of what is going on in our lives. Our life could be falling apart but still it moves forward. We try to relive a moment yet it is unattainable and can only exist as a memory. Time can be a cold hearted person. One thing though it shows a point. If it moves on so can we. We can move on from all the hurt and keep trudging forward to a better day, forgiving those who've hurt us and loving all.

I don't know what to do anymore. I just feel so alone.