Feelings

I feel restless
The kind that you feel within your core
The thing that makes you feel weary
Even though you haven't done anything

I am tired
That I often gave out a huge sigh
I feel like I needed to breath a lot
I feel like I thirst for something

I feel sick
Not that I am ill
But I'm sick of people and disappoints
I'm sick of the day ending in such a fail

I'm sad
For all the things I've done in mistake
I am regretful of it
But I'm also thankful for it

I'm bitter
Yes, indeed I am
For life had thrown nothing but lemons to me
I hope it would threw something else

I'm exhausted
For this routine life I have
I wish for an adventure
I wish for something fun

I'm afraid
To step out of my comfort zone
Thinking that something might happen
I might make a fool of myself in the crowd

I'm excited
For the future and what it brings
I'm looking forward to it like a child
Wishing that I get a better present than everyone