How did I reach here?
Filled with fear
But no single tear
With my skies so unclear
How did I become so numb?
Silencing the pains as they come
Watching the life that has become
Always running but I don't know what from
How did I reach this place?
With some pride and some grace
Yet only left with myself to embrace
Maybe it's the mask covering my face
How did I reach here?
In a crowd but no one is near
Swimming against waves of fear
Trying hard not to shed a tear
How did I...?
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A 32 mother of 2 .
Now, from these eyes Stream rivers of broken Hymns, troubled thoughts And shattered dreams; Crippled soul shackled by The shadows of your falsity, Tormented with thorns of Deviousness and pretense.
Night air. Fresh, summery night air. The distinctive smell is loathed, loved missed and forgotten. City lights descending from the mountain and darkness just within them. Within me.
I feel restless. The kind that you feel within your core. The thing that makes you feel weary. Even though you haven't done anything. I am tired. That I often gave out a huge sigh.
For the world to hear my thoughts. Through poems and stories and songs. Will be my dying wish. Along with righting all my wrongs. I hope someone is their for me. Through all the laughs and cries.
I feel a little lost As if I'm out of touch Slightly overwhelmed Everything's too much I feel a little awed Surrounded by the greats A tiny little figure Upon whom I wait I feel a little tired My...
So have you ever had one of 'those days'. You know, the ones when you cannot see the bright side of any situation, when all you want to do is cry, but you don't because, well, what's that going to do.
Far too long pretending it wasn't wrong. Far too much being used as a crutch. Far from good,far from what it should. Far away is where my mind tended to sway. Far we have come but the end had begun.
Zero: zero zero... It's that time again. When the shadows of the old day, Relieve and show their pain. And in bed sleepless I watch, As the mistakes of the day are played...
Do you mind if I try to do something similar with the whole "How Did I..." concept? I love it and I'll be happy to give inspiration credits ^.^
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