Warning: rant!
I am not your blessing, but your curse.
How could you view me this way?
Chew me up and spit me out
Chew me up and spit me out
Over
and
over
I give and I give and all I get
Is a fuckload of betrayal
Again
and again
and again
I guess you could ask,
when will I ever learn?
To stop
letting myself be your plaything;
The toy you get out occasionally and then
put back on the shelf,
After all, all the other toys out there are much
shinier and
newer
than I am...
They all seem to have at least
SOMETHING
that is enough to draw you away from me,
And yet I still wait for the day that I am the only one that you need and want,
The day that pigs will fly,
That's the day I
w a i t
for.
Yes, I am the biggest idiot there ever was,
All because I've loved you.
My mistake for thinking this was worth it -
All it cost me was everything.
Oops.
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