Dark side

I need to vent my anger
By standing in the rain
I need to vent my anger
To wash away all my pain

When the rain falls
They can't see my tears
My heavy, hot tears
That burn down with my fears

And my breathing is irregular
My chest moving quickly
My shoulders moving up and down
The rain washing with my tears

My heart is pounding quickly
I need to get away from here
But where would I go on such short notice
Where would I go from here

And then a smile comes round the corner
I know this face too well
He offers a crying shoulder
But I decline because it'd be just too weird

He shrugs it off and does not care
But he starts to calm me down
"I haven't seen you like this before
Seems like Beth has a dark side"

I grin for there's nothing to say
Messy eyes, I hate being seen this way,
But he calms me down enough to talk
To find out what made me act this way

And then the tears start again
And I have to walk away
I'm not really the angry sort
So inside this will stay