Joy

Ive experienced deep joy
Three times in my life
Each time just as special
And each thanks to my wife

An euphoria of instant relief
Overwhelming and hard to explain
Pressure cooker of emotions
Not knowing which will rise from the pain

Weeks, months then hours and minutes
Every step of pregnancy evokes something new
A countdown of beautiful stress
As beating heart and consciousness grew

It all comes down to an heroic act
In a sterile room with strangers
Mothernature knows best
As mother fights through the dangers

Standing transfixed, saying comforting words
Praying and pleading all will be well
Exchanging glances with young midwives
Trying to stay calm but nervous as hell

After hours watching loved one in pain
Crowning head is such a prize
Gripping hands tightly, words of encouragement
Pride, fear and joy all waiting behind teary eyes

Then baby arrives
Eternal seconds pass by
Uncontrollable joy erupts
As first baby, then I cry