If I may, and this is a genuine, ummm not question but query? And I would wholly appreciate anyone's input really. You all are such a fantastic group of inspirational individuals & I adore what each of You brings to the table.
My first proper relationship ended recently & I'm trying to do all the right things, refocus, not procrastinate, keep occupied, stay fit (thanks Jillian Michaels, You B*tch!), not Facebook stalk him (tough!) but why does the littlest thing, a song verse, a scent, a place, any one of a number of artefacts... Bring it all back? Does it ever let up, I'm ready to be done with the hurt, but when will it be done with Me?
Pardon Me Guys, just a low moment, brought on by too much Adele, Jewel & Chris Garneau (thanks Adele especially.I hate Your album now!)
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Love is like heaven but it hurts like hell. You obviously loved this girl very much and that's why but you mentally can't forget about her and most things are gonna remind you of her. You just need to tell yourself that your ready to move on. Was she worth the pain your feeling now.
Over 2 years it took me to feel relatively normal after a pretty stressful set of events. Everyone's different. Just like a cold, you can take (do) something to take away the symptoms, but you have to let it run it's path. I personally would avoid new relationships as I ended up projecting old feelings onto new people which inevitably lead to more heartbreak... Who am I to tell you what to do though, you have to carve your own path
@sojo Thanks so much for the input, very much appreciated, and I wouldn't take one ounce of the experience back. He's a sensational guy, he always will be.
@willheee and thank You too, You make a lotta sense, I can assure You I am not gonna imprint on anyone for a long time. But the path carving? That's a beautiful thought, may have to plagiarise that on my life journey :) if You wouldn't mind? :)
@Carnictis oh I'm sorry, I didn't realise you were gay. And there's me talking about a girl. But the feeling of heartbreak sucks for us all. I'm sure that in time you'll recover. You even said yourself that he's sensational, just give yourself time.
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