Worthy To Be Praised

My dearest father,

Forgive me; I have yet to see why I find so much joy in you. I just cannot understand my feelings for you; deeper than any other, deeper than even the ones for my lovers. Oh God, you are worthy to be praised! How can I see you in the dark…….How could I ask a silly question like that?! You are the light in my dark soul! The words to my blank page you are, oh my father! Oh my father……

Are we made to comprehend your worth? If not, why do we try? Why do we try to see your plan for us? Why are we so impatient? Dear, give me words and psalms that I may be saved from this world we call earth. My fragile hands pop at the touch of your book. The book that causes all man to quiver when realized. Even the strongest of man cry and vomit at the site of your worthiness, you savior who came down as a man and did not sin.

You, Lord, are so worthy to be praised.