Fate or My Savior?

I know that you are up there,
guiding me through my trials and tribulations.
If only I knew who you are, and where,
I would give you my altercations.

Are you fate, or are you my savior?
Are you real, or just my imagination?
Are you able to do me this favour?
Or are you someone elses creation?

Guiding me blindly...
Guiding me slowly...
Guiding me in half-measures...
Guiding me boldly...

Giving me solace...
Giving me peace...
Giving me patience...
Giving me strength...

You helped me so much, for that I am grateful
but I feel your guiding hand leaving me...
Please come back, be faithful.
Or should I walk alone, like I'm meant to be?

I can try to survive without you...
Can't you just give me a second chance?
All these questions wasted...
So alone I must take this dance.